愛憎相半ばする あいぞうあいなかばする Meanings Expression, する verb to have mixed feelings of love and hatred; to love and hate equally Kanji 愛 love. Read as アイ. 憎 hate. Read as ゾウ. 相 mutual. Read as ソウ. 半 half. Read as なかば. Jinuma: Japanese Dictionary · Word lists